Dear Micah,
I have to say you diffidently had me going! You are great at lying and misleading people. I totally believed you, and then you would confess to lying. If you would only tell the truth, life would be so much simpler! You don't need to lie in order to make people like you or impress them. People will accept you for who you are and if not that is their problem! I understand you have to deal with a lot. Your in high school keeping your boyfriend a secret, then he is murdered, finding out your a wolf, and high school is just hard to deal with when people are calling you a murderer. Life goes on; there is no excuse for all of your lies! You need to learn how to cope just like everyone else. Although I don't know what to tell you to help you cope being a wolf... Being a wolf would be pretty cool, just like if you happened to be a vampire. Now that I have read ahead I am not able to take you seriously. I just hope you didn’t create Zach up to make you feel better! When you confessed to making Jordan, your brother up, I lost a bit of respect for you. Creating a brother up is absolutely crazy! That had to of taken up a lot of energy and time to make up his ever move and conversation. I agree with your parents, you need to go and live with your Greats, they can really help you. I hope you make the right choice for once. Maybe that could be your first step to living a true life? I hope the best for you, and with time your heart will mend. Good luck with everything, I am rooting for you!